Stupid.

I am feeling a little overwhelmed and depressed. I am feeling big. I am disappointed at how inconsiderate people's words are. I am in the last trimester and feeling nervous again to be so far away from the hospital. I know God will work it all out but I am still anxious about the unknown. I can't seem to help it and am constantly trying to put myself in check. And I feel bigger than normal, which is already big. I feel ahead and like this baby is in a strange position. He is strong and kicking. I am tired of the rude comments. How can I keep myself in hope that God is working out this plan that he started when people are so dumb. Hearing "and you're so huge already" and "how are you going to make it three more months" does not help. These comments aren't even from strangers. Rude. I am staying home.