I have been feeling better lately. Hope is returning even though no concrete changes are being made, no frustrations settled completely. Church has been a place of restoration and much reflective healing. Is it weird to go to one church to get healing from another and perspective of what to do about it? I guess not in the bigger scheme, but it messes with the human one. So now, do I begin to speak? Is it wise to encourage hearts that are stuck hard, without having current relationship? Or do I stay clear for the sake of self preservation? I don't want to speak if it is time to move over, even if it doesn't seem likely that that can happen yet. I also don't want to talk about it anymore if there is no ambition for change, no hope for improvement, no reason to speak.
This week I had a picture for me and a challenge from the Pastor (and James). The picture brought a reminder of hope, and spoke of God's loving-kindness. The challenge, thoughts of action and parts to play. Do I let bravery reside again here? This sticking point is strange. I don't want to miss the boat. I also don't want to join a mundane reality. I really don't want to say one word.... but should I? Am I supposed to?
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