Roller Coaster

The last few weeks have been a roller coaster. We had to move out of our own home and into the Grand's. Haha, It was not grand. The plumbing broke there too, if you can even believe it!! With lots of prayer and impatiently waiting, we have a new pipe, replacing a broken one in our septic system. I am not sure where we are at now. I am a little confused and irritated. We had thoughts of trading up to a bigger house which would be a trade-off from our lovely property. It would be a shame to lose this great yard. Now it looks as if that house is sold and so I thought this was an answer; time to settle back home. I am still unsettled though. Maybe it's the aftershock of this stressful two weeks. Or was it three weeks? I like this charming little place but I am wondering if it is really fixed and functional. There is work to do to fix it up but that is always the case wherever you wind up. I just want to bust out some walls and put in new windows and such. There is no money for that. Not that I worry about that. That other bigger house needed work too but to sell would mean paying off debts, but only if we could sell high. I need a handyman for hire. Function is the word of the month and we better find it so I can rest. At least summer is coming and that means we can live outside more, be warm inside, and open those old windows. I am grateful to be home and I hope we are done making decisions but I am really not sure about that. I need someone to take charge, calm my fears, and make a plan. I need some comfort. Just when I find it, it is stolen. I need that to stop too. I don't know how on earth that is going to happen. *Sigh.