Time.

Yesterday was Wednesday. Wednesday is turn over day in my pregnancy. That means I hit 35 weeks. I have felt ahead this pregnancy and so I have been pushing the counting a bit too. We went to the library yesterday and as I got out of the van, I realized it was Wednesday and it hit me... I am going on to the four countdown!! As in, today I am now 4.6 weeks away from being due to have this baby. Ahhh. I had a nap in the afternoon and woke up shaking a bit. I really hope that I can curb the anxiety. My body is now showing signs of getting ready to deliver. It is weird that when I was due with my first babe, I was excited and a little apprehensive of course. With all preceding children, it is a shaky nervousness. I always can remember the feeling of the baby crowning which is a spot of relief for me but the thought of waking up in a puddle of water and then it being game on makes me overwhelmed. I may still have four to five weeks left. I don't think so though. And this baby has not turned yet and is breech, so add on that thought to the unexpected. I like that all of my labors have been basically the same so that I know what to expect. Now there are numerous scenarios that I just have to wait for. I trust that my God began this and will finish it well. I am still freaking over the thought of labor. It is always worth it. I can't wait to meet this new child of mine. I am still freaking out. Four weeks!