When you are not where you want to be, move.

I am having a analytical week. Just came from a CHEC (a homeschool conference) and am full of thoughts of teaching my children through this next year both educationally and spiritually. Every time I get to get out of this home space lately, I see things that I desire are lacking. I am not liking where we are at. I am seeing that I am moving. I am putting down things that aren't working and searching for what will. I won't do it the same just because it is the way things have been done. I am looking also at my church and thinking that somehow the ball has been dropped. My belief system is not matching up with the whole. Our basic beliefs are all the same but the overall attitudes and practices are not. I want more for my kids and the thing is that there is not much else here. I am thinking this part of the year is where things are going to start changing. It is spring after all. It will be a year of sowing, hard work. A baby coming, my next two children are starting school, and decisions to till through. I have no idea where this is all going.
I need a place where I am encouraged and built up. I need community. I need a family oriented church. I need my kids to be seen as blessings- that they are. I need like-minded moms around. I need bible based teaching- searching, studying, and life application. I need truth.
And I need a better working laundry situation. Oy. Haha.