anticipation

I have ambition lately. It has been hard for awhile and finally there is some hope on the horizon. We are all anticipating the next day or week. Sometimes I just want to up and move. I like new starts. I like the forced change that comes and the newness of everything. But I also want the stability that comes with staying in one home and building relationships long term. I want a permanent spot for my kids. I want a home to grow in every aspect. I am thankful God is in the business of renewing, rebuilding, restoring, redeeming.... I am glad that he has a plan, even when we can't see around corners. This is definitely a season of change- I look around and see it in many friends lives too, not just ours. And the fun part is that it is not what any of us expect- it is even better, because God is in it.