Sunday, October 24, 2010

I have that feeling again

I am praying for change these days. Not to do with my anxiety but with life in general. Every once in awhile I get that feeling...like life is going to change or something is about to happen. I had that just awhile ago and now the silence that comes after, while I wait in anticipation for what God is about to do in our lives.
I have been praying for a home. We left a cozy little home that was our own and I long for a house to settle into that doesn't come with an old strange guy attached to it. One prayer. I have been praying that my husband could move around in his company. That he could get an apprenticeship...or the desire of his heart. He is a genius when it comes to anything mechanical and whether or not he has worked on something, he can figure it out and fix it.....our plumbing, furnace, framing, electrical, refrigerator, more plumbing.... Another prayer. Hm....these are the ones on my heart right now. I am grateful for this big spacious rental home and grateful for my husband's job which lets him be home for four days every week if he chooses. I am hopeful for more. Not just to be fine, but be content. To be fulfilled.
There are other things..for peace...for patience...for healing....to connect....for clarity...to simplify my thoughts...but these concrete changes are things that I can hope towards.

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