Mexican prayer vigil

I am smiling again this morning. I just read a little note from a friend. There are a bunch of friends and family over in Mexico. This happens every year around here. They all fly south around February.
Anyways, the note was about the prayers that they had joined in as I had told them I was going in for it. The prayers match the ones that happened on this part of the world. I am not surprised. I know God already. I am just smiling. Confirmation is fun.
What I am surprised in is that forgiveness was such a big part of this healing process. Not because I didn't know it counted but I just didn't realize where I was holding onto things. Even the little ones that surrounded situations. I think I rationalized the heck out of all my pains, found the truths, but forgot to get over it. Held onto it so that people would know why I was this way. Haha. There is a revelation for you. Hold on to why you are that way and you will stay that way. And there is the truth for my morn.


-> And on a side note. This makes me think of a friend. Friend. The big He loves you. Not only that but you are his. He chose you first. And everyone can tell when they look at you. No one sees an abandoned little girl. Everyone sees a woman of God. One that has chosen all things good in her relationships despite all things and who raises her children wisely and with good intent. You are a leader and God will bring you through. Why. Because he has big plans for you. And when you are ready it will all sink in. Just passing it on....he told me yesterday. I love you.