There are some things that are very dark. No one knows...maybe one. Maybe two. Only the people that were there and me. Only the people that get it that I talk to. Only people that understand. I don't want to go there. This kind of talk makes people worry. But don't worry. I used to write my journal like this. So that if anyone read it they wouldn't get it but I could still get things out. I don't know what to do about these things. They were supposed to go away. Time is supposed to bring settling to these thoughts surrounding. Not closure cause you can't go back and explain or figure out, but I rationalized situations and figured them the best I could. Now, things hit me out of nowhere. Is it out of these circumstances or a disease. Or am I just human and have to deal with darkness.
I have questions and when I figure them out maybe I will share. I might already know the answers but I don't want those answers. It's not cut and dry....I'll get back to you on this one.
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